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2009-03-01
2009-03-01
星期天了。从昨天我就开始计划,星期天就要像星期天,什么都不想,什么都不做,什么都不……。很久了,我经常都会这样想,有一天,什么也不要做吧。不停转的脑子能停下。
在上海时曾经拥有过的一个大沙发,软软的,懒懒的。一床被子,一张沙发,一包碟,一台电视机和DVD,可以若无其事地度过好多个周末,反正当时也年轻,二十二岁的女孩子,能怎么样呢。
我和夏威在一起有一年了,去年的这个时候也是那么冷。我总是患得患失,疑神疑鬼,这一切,都是因为我不再是一个人。有时候我就会想,单身的时候,虽然不用自掉身价,可以生活的高姿态和保留一点点的傲气和清高,可总觉得这个世界上那个地方有一个人,像我一样孤独地生活着,我寻找和等待着他,他也在找我。
夏威经常问我:“我是不是那个人?”我不想安慰和讨好任何人,经常沉默,因为心不会说谎,嘴巴更说不出来。我不知道,我希望他就是,可是那种不确定感使我难过。
得知桥已经幸福的消息,就像别人得到我已经幸福的消息,像所有人得知刘静也已经幸福的消息,希望大家都幸福。你们真的已经幸福了么?
天气的原因,坐在这里,几乎低落,我不想说自己想哭……
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2009-02-26
2009-02-26

早上一出门,看到下雪了。本该属于2008年的雪花洋洋撒撒,温暖而安详。办公室窗台上的水仙愈发优雅而美丽。这几乎让我热泪盈眶。
堆了好几期的21世纪英文报一直没时间去翻。
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2009-02-25
2009-02-25
这一段时间,没头苍蝇似的忙着。
去了趟宜家,对这憧憬很久的家居天堂猛地就失望了,只买了一些零散的刀叉和碗碟,相框还有蜡烛。南京一整天下着雨,高速上人不多,我靠在夏威的肩膀上安静地睡着,眼一睁,已经到淮安的收费站。他就像一个小小的孩子,即使因为一些事情被激怒,稍作安抚,也会很快地平息下来,一两块甜甜的巧克力蛋糕下肚,就欢快地要唱起歌儿来了。喜欢他,因为他不忧虑。不忧虑,是我所无法做到的事情。
申请去加拿大的护士中有一两个十分奇怪的,文件只提供中文,英文的要这边来做。于是我要去翻译一堆的申签材料:无犯罪记录证明,资金证明,工作和收入证明,老公的支持信,等等等等。一边觉得自己很累,一边会感觉有收获,当是一种练习,为别人做事的时候,也是有收获的,在英文写作方面。早上跟夏威说,以后不想和很多人打交道,不想去有很多烦恼,不如开一个小小的翻译工作室,一台电脑,一台打印机,还有我,就可以安静地生活下去。
年前在店里,室外有雨,我们放了齐秦的歌《外面的世界》。有人因音乐进到店里来,其中一位是淡水,比去年见到时瘦了很多,单薄地穿了一件大衣,里面围了条碎花的围巾。我不敢直视她的眼睛,是因为自己逐渐平淡。她问我最近怎样,我耸肩回答就这样,慢慢落入俗套和平淡。不一会,她就离开了,走的时候拍了拍我的胳膊。来往并不是很频繁,淡淡地,但是看她那样单薄,听说在27岁时又重新恢复单身,不知是应该为她高兴还是心伤。
前天在健身中心,嫩花和刘玲问我现在还写不写博客了。嫩花说:她现在生活平淡快乐,写不出来了。
说不出什么来……
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2009-02-25
这周的星座走势
射 手 座 Sagittarius
机会呈现持续上扬的一周。时不我待,调整出击。本周是射手座年度的第一个小高点,但不能掉以轻心,接踵而来的的考验,却有如一波又一波的海浪挥之不去。虽然顺利拿下旁人眼中得头采,但也付出不为人知的代价,有口难言,杂音不断。财务收支平衡,有意外收获。身体有疲惫感,吃点保养品不是坏事。
爱情是乱世佳人。
水 瓶 座 Aquarius
绝佳的直觉与嗅觉并存的一周。方向清晰、着力突出。实力与自我行销能力无远佛届,工作上如沐春风,事业能见度大幅开阔,不动声色的付出比常人更多的努力。行事作风奇招百出,看似跳耀却乱中有序,屡建奇功。财运不错,存款呈倍数成长。本周不宜远行,尤其不宜去西南方向,提妨开车安全。
爱情是尚未邮寄的信。
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2009-02-19
一次

一次,发现市中心一家老字号小旅店
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Do Nurses Have Job Security in an Insecure Economy?
By Linda Beattie, contributor
With consumers struggling to pay medical expenses, an increase in the number of uninsured patients and hospitals losing their return on investments, many health care facilities are feeling the pinch. While the short term outlook for health care remains uncertain, one thing is without doubt—nursing is still one of the healthiest career options, even during tough times.
Statistics show that health care is more robust than most other industries, at least when it comes to job opportunities. While the United States as a whole lost 2.6 million jobs in 2008, health care jobs grew by 419,000, with the largest growth in nursing jobs at 168,000.

Carol Brewer, RN, Ph.D., and fellow researchers found that new graduates who switch from other fields are more satisfied with their first nursing jobs than nursing-only degree earners.As 2009 begins with announcements of one large corporate layoff after another, the nursing employment forecast looks less bleak, but could that outlook change as the economy continues to weaken?
“Overall the opportunities are really, really good,” said Carol S. Brewer, RN, Ph.D., professor of nursing at the University at Buffalo School of Nursing and director of the New York State Area Health Education Center (AHEC) System.
In fact, the job outlook appears strong enough to be attracting workers from other occupations who are looking for a career that offers good compensation, ample opportunities and job security.
While the short-term demand for nurses may not continue to grow as it has in previous years and new graduates may have a harder time finding employment in the near term, the projected deficit, according to Peter Buerhaus, RN, Ph.D., FAAN, is a shortfall of 285,000 registered nurses by 2020. That bodes well for nurses who are thinking about their long-term job security and future growth opportunities.
Nursing as a Second Career
This long-term job growth, coupled with recent improvements in compensation, have made nursing an enticing option for many who are considering a career change in this uncertain economy.
“Nursing is attractive as a career choice partly because of the higher wages,” said Brewer. “Also because more opportunities are available—especially compared to other industries—and, with many accelerated programs, candidates can get into the field in a relatively short period of time if they already have a degree.” Many second degree programs allow students to complete their nursing studies in just 12 to 15 months.
In a recent study published in the Journal of Professional Nursing, Brewer, lead investigator Christine Kovner, RN, Ph.D., F.A.A.N., from the New York University College of Nursing, and a team of researchers also found that second degree nurses tended to be more satisfied with their first nursing jobs and planned to stay longer than new graduates whose first degree was in nursing.
Partly because of their desire for greater stability, Brewer and Kovner believe these second degree nurses could have a positive impact on the nation’s nursing shortage.
Nursing Turnover
Along with the addition of new nurses from other fields, the economy and impending changes in health care policy, there could be an impact on turnover rates and the resulting number of job opportunities.

Brenda Cleary, RN, Ph.D., F.A.A.N., still sees great job opportunities ahead for nurses, especially for those who advance their education.“The big trend to watch is what the economic crisis does to health care,” said Brewer. “While job turnover may be slowing down, it can cause a ripple effect, as nurses exercise more caution in changing jobs.”
“Another big potential change is what the new administration does in health care reform,” she continued. “We can’t make any predictions, however, until we see the kinds of reforms that are proposed.”
Drop in Vacancy Rates
Brenda L. Cleary, Ph.D., R.N., F.A.A.N., director of the Center to Champion Nursing in America, notes that for now, job vacancy rates have dropped somewhat from their all-time high.
“Because of the economy, many part-time nurses are going full-time and some of those who have been out of the workforce are coming back, but we still have a substantial vacancy rate in hospitals,” said Cleary. “Demand still exceeds supply.”
In essence, nurses shouldn’t worry. While the current employment picture for nurses isn’t quite as robust as it has been in recent years, the demand for nurses is still high.
“Even if nurses don’t have six offers to choose from or they may not get their first pick right out of school, they’ll get a job.”
“The job market is incredibly strong,” she continued. “Demand is going to grow, and certain sectors will even see an additional demand for nurses.”
For instance, officials at AARP see a growing need for nurses to help patients with “healthy aging,” filling the demand for more workers in primary care, prevention and wellness services. An older patient population also increases the incidence of chronic illnesses. “Thus we expect nurses will have a growing role in chronic care management and other specialized areas,” said Cleary.
Graduate Study
Cleary’s advice to anyone who is wants to enter nursing or advance their nursing career is to consider graduate study, and choose a quality educational program with a quick path. The additional education provides nurses with even more options and control over their careers.
“The increases in demand for jobs with graduate preparation will grow,” said Cleary, “including the need for more advanced practice nurses and nurses in other leadership roles.”
Considering the overall job outlook, Cleary feels that nurses who stay in the profession can expect a long career with plenty of employment opportunities.
“Nurses historically are very employable. Even if demand drops, it will never go away— there will always be a great need and economic demand for nurses,” explained Cleary.
Brewer agreed. “Nursing is a great field to be in, even during an economic downturn.”
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2009-02-07
My body is a cage
My body is a cage
歌手:Sara lov My body is a cage that keeps me
From dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key
My body is a cage that keeps me
From dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key
I'm standing on a stage
Of fear and self-doubt
It's a hollow play
But they'll clap anyway
My body is a cage that keeps me
From dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key
You're standing next to me
My mind holds the key
I'm living in an age
That calls darkness light
Though my language is dead
Still the shapes fill my head
I'm living in an age
Whose name I don't know
Though the fear keeps me moving
Still my heart beats so slow
My body is a cage that keeps me
From dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key
You're standing next to me
My body is a
My body is a cage
We take what we're given
Just because you've forgotten
That don't mean you're forgiven
I'm living in an age
That screams my name at night
But when I get to the doorway
There's no one in sight
My body is a cage that keeps me
From dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key
You're standing next to me
My mind holds the key
Set my spirit free
Set my spirit free
Set my body free -
2009-02-06
职业
不算寒冷的冬天终于过去,不阴不阳的春天显得不知所谓。我觉得自己非常需要一个super闪& super warm的 big sun, big! u know, big!
打电话给远在济南的x-roommate王君,已是怀有4个多月身孕的妈妈,德行不是一般的不能想象的出来的。她那里一接电话,正在病房上班。我突然想起在KFSH的时候我们俩一起值班,我总要给Orthopedic ward打电话催他们科的护士快点把病人送到OR来,王君一接电话就要说:hello, female ortho ward. 我会说:yella sister, sula sula把你的病人给我送到OR来,surgeon已经洗手了!王君就要装可怜:哎呀,小乖乖,我好忙的,你帮我安抚那些医生,我很快就来了啊。

在那个地方的时候,我经常告诉自己,要做一个开心健康积极认真的职业手术室护士。我不对病人摆态度,我不跟外科医生搞一夜情,我也不会在手术台上走神。医生乱发脾气扔器械的时候我都不会去回扔,病人再脏再血腥我都不会皱眉头,别人打不上的针我会去帮忙,9个小时的脑外科台子我也去站,站完了还会连台。被病人肚子里的积液喷的满头满脸全身都是我也不会要求换人洗手。有一个医生摸我屁股我都会在下台以后跟他讲道理讲半个小时以德服人。我很好的,我真的很好的,作为一个手术室护士,真的很好的。
我从来没有想过会离开手术室,看现在,我都不再是手术室护士了。有一点点怅然和遗憾……
离开OR的最后一天,我从OR的STATION走过,没有很多人注意到我就要走了。大家还是和每天一样忙碌,穿着绿色蓝色SCRUB SUIT的SURGON和麻醉师还有护士们急匆匆地走来走去。Asiry被一个大型手术的主任医生要求不能够参加那个手术,在那里向外科主任抱怨:this is a teaching hospital, sir, teaching hospital, i have to scrub.
i really want to scrub……
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2009-01-23
双面胶
兄弟姐妹们拥护我看《双面胶》,我就看了。之前被预告,老婆婆那是相当的坏。
刚看了个开头,看到亚平的妈妈从东北坐硬座火车啃大饼,我就哭了。我觉得再怎么那什么,这老婆婆,要是我的,就哄着她过,宠着她过。我觉得挺好的一个妈。
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2009-01-13
琐事
老家的一个堂妹妹宋静,正在淮安卫校的涉外护理班上学,今年是要见习,之后是实习。平日里住在我家三楼的房间。昨晚回家还算早,见她在洗脚,得知她已到一院的神经内科去见习,于是坐下来姐妹俩聊一聊。
宋静讲到同去见习的一个同学,无故被病人家属骂了一通而且要被煽耳光。我问她无故是指怎样无故,病人那边问了什么说了什么,你同学又答了什么做了什么。
病人不知什么缘故,要求换床位,对见习的护士说想换个床位。见习护士自认为很有礼貌地回答:不好意思,这个我帮不了你,因为这个不是我工作范围内的事情,我管不了。说完就走了,没走多远被愤怒的病人家属拉回来呵斥一通。见习护士觉得很委屈,把这个事情说给同学听,所有同学包括宋静都认为错在病人家属那边,实在是不讲道理。
我说:我觉得你的这个同学是真的在找煽。我们学护士的,不仅要掌握书本上的理论,和严格执行医院的规章制度,还要学会做人。没有同情心和慈闵心的人,做了一辈子护士也没有大的造化。假使病床上躺的是自己挚爱的人,对待这个人的态度一定是不一样的。
病人住到医院里面来,本身已经忍受了很大的伤痛,身理和心理双重的折磨,是很可怜的人。病人和家属不懂得这个医院里的职能分工,我们身为穿洁白的白大褂的人,为病人带去温暖和帮助这种行动,应该成为一种本能。社会的灰暗,医院亦是这样,对医生有大不满,但不能开口,对老护士有意见,说出来怕得不到周全的护理,于是你见习和实习的小护士们当然会成为病人和家属发泄的目标。但是,如果你自身优秀,怎又能被对方抓住把柄来?
对待这种情况,见习护士应该看一下病人的床位和姓名,回答对方会去问一下床位医生。然后去叫床位医生来看一下病人有没有什么特别的要求。为何想要换床位。我想你一个见习护士不间的会有多么忙碌吧,做好每一件小事也是很值得别人欣赏的。
希望宋静可以成为一个优秀的白衣天使,为病痛中的人带去温暖和微笑。即使默默无闻,但可手抚胸口对得起自己的心,还有身上洁白的护士服。
琐碎的话发泄一通。不好意思。







